missing you

so ive decided that missing people really is one of the worst
feelings in the whole world. It doesnt even matter if it is a best friend, family member, or a loved one. That feeling when you just wish person X could be with you right at this moment, or for every moment, is like a persistant ache that wont go away even after you've rubbed a whole tube of icy hot on it. But its a necessary evil of
life in order to cherish the moments with those that are held close as treasures to us!
People must come in and out of our lives. some of them
tread lightly on our hearts, and some of them stampede thorugh, never to be seen again. Some leave gashes that feel like they might never be mended. But time heals all wounds of the human heart....eventually. I love this song because it personifies all of the strange things that we as people do in memory of those that are missed.

"trying to decide, trying to decide if i,
really wanna go out tonight.
i never use to go out without you,
i'm not sure i remember how to.
i'm gonna be late gonna be late but,
all my girls gonna have to wait cause,
i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.

nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on."